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Thanks For The Birthday Wishes
Hey All..
Yeah it's me - I know, I know - I was an asshole back there on the 16th of this month. (My B-Day) I really don't know what was going on with me on that day, and what i was feeling. I guess I have this protection issue about friends when they get ragged on - or maybe I just can't express myself with words well enough to get my point across. So then I resort to name calling and swearing. Which works quite well on most of the loading docks I've been to across the USA - but maybe doesn't work well in other places. And the funny thing is I know all this already - but I still make the same mistake.
Goozefraba!!
Anyway I just stopped by the website out of curiosity - I'm not bored - just got home from Lake Vermilion from up north in Minnesota - I'm tired as hell. But something made me come here - even though I knew that there might be some harsh words that I might read about me. I came anyway and what do I see? People wishing me Happy Birthday on the very day I let you all have it.
Well I was touched - and I mean that. Even after all I said and complained about - some people here actually still* did wish me a Happy B-Day. Al lI can say is WOW. Kill 'em with kindness eh? Well I do have a big heart - and when I read the replys - well i thought I should at least say thank you - thanks a lot for that.
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Maybe after the dust settles from all the grenades I lobbed (Gotta love that Mark-19) - just maybe, things might get better for me around here. Oh sure I expect the worst - and no doubt some would rather see my dead than alive for what I said - but I still do speak better to people with my Guitar than I do with my damn mouth sometimes.
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Well I'm tired from playing in the woods all weekend with the boys - so I'll leave you all to ponder my "tail between the legs" message here. I'm not asking for forgiveness - I don't think thats possible now. Maybe as time rolls on things will smooth over - and instead of talking with my mouth - I can talk with my Guitars a little more instead.
But once again, thanks for the B-Day wishes - that really surprised me.
-PJ
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